Thu, 24 Mar 2005 04:43:41 GMT

i think i lead a pretty "fun" life. somewhere along the line, this livejournal stopped being fun for me. i couldn't say what i wanted to say; everything was censored for someone else's benefit. i can't sugar coat everyone's hearts and pretend to love people unconditionally. i need to vent, i need to be honest, i need to have fun.

so this is the end of this journal. i weeded through my belongings and took what i thought was necessary and found a new home. i need to be on my own. i need to be able to say the things i want to say. i need an outlet and this just isn't the place anymore.

it's the end of the world as we know
& i feel fine.

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